Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in sgclover7's LiveJournal:

Monday, August 1st, 2005
7:13 pm	life so far not good and good the past two weeks have been very hetic. louis went to ireland for a month and a week and it has benn depressing. i have benn doing the wrong stuff, of course things i regret now and i am trying very slowly to stop. i cry every night, cuz i still wonder if louis still had strong love for me. i mean i know he wont leave me as he says, but i really dont know why i am so scared, i know i wont leave him cuz i love him so much and no one and i mean no one can meauser up to him. he is the best person in the world. i also wrote a poem for him that he has to see it took me 2 hours to write that thing. i love him so freakin much only 24 days and counting. i am also pissed cuz i have to go back to skool september 9th. ugggg!!! kevin is pissing me off saying he can beat up louis but that is sooo not true. i cant wait till louis beats him up . any way the good stuff. yesterday i went to the mall i made steve buy me a 50$ purfume that smells so good. i love beging spoiled sometimes. i've been hanging out with my friends danille and eric. eric is like my big bro. and danille is like my big sis. even though we sometimes do bad stuff that will all be under control when louis comes back. i am so sexauly fustrated. omg i cant even tell you how bad i want sex from louis. lol but the first thing i am going to do when i see him is give him a big hug for liuke 10mins. anyway i want to write more but me and eric are going to eat now. so i'll write back soon. peace!!!! ps. louis i love you!!! Current Mood: high Current Music: my babiesA.K.A Good Charlotte (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
3:17 pm	depression i miss louis soooo much i wish he could come home early but i didnt want him to leave in the first place. i hope this dosent ruin our relaship i could call him on my cell but i only have 2hrs left and no money to buy a calling card. so i mite have to talk to him every othe day and that sucks major ass mokey balls!!!! lol!!! anyway i am no longer pregant so thats good.my friend joel commited sucide 2 days ago so i am verupset Current Music: good charlotte (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 7th, 2005
2:20 pm	my week so far well my week has been ok my birthday was the best i got a skitty card, skitty drawing,n64&games from louis. i got a cell phone, skateboard, lots and lots of money, tickets to splish splash. and for a another present louis took me out for dinner and a movie. the movie was great!! we had a fun day we bought pokemon cards and stuff. and louis got the luke skywalker life-size posterboard. he loves that thing soo much!!! well some bad things happend to i found out that i am pregant and i dont wanna have an abortion, but me and louis cant afford a kid right now and plus i am only 14 and he is only 17. i am having an abortion tomorrow. anyways i'm probly going to an MSI concert with louis on sataurday. than i have to go to gay camp on monday it blows. anyways write bak soon. ciao Current Mood: drunk Current Music: GOOD CHARLOTTE (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 30th, 2005
10:56 am	read About Me Name samantha marie sugden Nickname sammie, good charlotte freak, loser Birthday July 3 1991 Age 13 almost 14 Height 5'5 Hair Color brown Eye Color blue Have You Ever Fallen for your besfriend lots of times Kissed someone who was just your friend soo many times Been rejected yes Been in love yes Used someone mabey Cheated on someone no Been cheated on yes I HATE YOU JOHN Done something you regret to many to count Do you ... Color your hair yes Have tattos no If so how many no Have any peircings yes If so how many 1 Have a bf/gf yes i love you louis Like thunderstorms hell yes Ever get off the damn computer yes Have you/Do you have... Considered a life of crime yes Considered being a hooker nope mabey for louis Coneidered being a pimp no Split personalities yes Obsessions LOUIS, GOOD CHARLOTTE, PIZZA, DDR Panic no Anxiety yes Depression/Considered suicid use to but still have depression when i am not with louis Right now.. Current clothes pink good charlotte shirt, black pants with a studed belt Current mood confused Current hair down Current music GOOD CHARLOTTE Current annoyance bot beging with louis Current perfume/cologne brintey spears Current thing you should be doing sleeping Current crush louis of course Favorite Drink pepsi Color black Candy baby bottle pop Tv Show family guy, southpark, wildboys, viva la bam Movie the nightmare b4 x-mas Place italy Person to talk to louis or steve Do your perfer.. McDonalds or Burger King none i am a vegatrian Marry the Perfect Lover or the perfect friend both Root Beer or Dr Pepper none Sunshine or Rain rain Spring or Fall fall Winter or Summer summer Vanilla or Chocolate depends Snowboarding or Sking none skateboarding Lights on or Off off Are you... Understanding sometimes Open Minded yes Bad Tempered god yes Happy yes Attractive nope Bored Easily nope Sad sometimes Unique yes very What do you like in a Girl/ Boy must like good charlotte Eyes blue Hair color multi colors Long or short hair both Hieght taller than me Body Type a litty chubby Personality nice Random How would you describe yourself very genrous, nice, mean, funny Do you have any Pets? yes Have any syblings? yse What do you want to be when you grow up? sinnger Do you wanna get married and have kids? yes What is your best physical Trait? my friends say my eyes What is the best thing about your personality? i am funny What words do you overuse i love you Whats the most annoying thing about you everything End this survey with a quote i love good charlotte CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! Current Mood: crazy Current Music: good charlotte (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
6:03 am	well how my life is going soo far well i can say life is good and some bad. my mom is having another baby amd she's getting married again. so i am pretty confused right now i dont know how i feel. i dont live with my mom, i hate living with my grandma, i dont see my bros. and sis. at all beacuse well its a long story, i fight all the time with my grandma, a bad ting happend to me about 3 years ago, my dads a crack head ahhhh i have so many problems. well at least i have louis. i love himm sooo much.he is so nice, caring, loving, hot,sexy, everthing i want in a guy. i also have Good Charlotte. i love them sooo much.they are all sooo hott. anyway i cant wait to see louis again i miss him soo much and i feel so bad beacuse he has to put up with me beging annoying and crying everyday. i love himmm welll thats all for now Current Mood: confused Current Music: when all else fails(my friend steve's band) (Comment on this)