sgclover7

life so far not good and good

2005-08-01T23:28:55Z

the past two weeks have been very hetic. louis went to ireland for a month and a week and it has benn depressing. i have benn doing the wrong stuff, of course things i regret now and i am trying very slowly to stop. i cry every night, cuz i still wonder if louis still had strong love for me. i mean i know he wont leave me as he says, but i really dont know why i am so scared, i know i wont leave him cuz i love him so much and no one and i mean no one can meauser up to him. he is the best person in the world. i also wrote a poem for him that he has to see it took me 2 hours to write that thing. i love him so freakin much only 24 days and counting. i am also pissed cuz i have to go back to skool september 9th. ugggg!!! kevin is pissing me off saying he can beat up louis but that is sooo not true. i cant wait till louis beats him up . any way the good stuff. yesterday i went to the mall i made steve buy me a 50$ purfume that smells so good. i love beging spoiled sometimes. i've been hanging out with my friends danille and eric. eric is like my big bro. and danille is like my big sis. even though we sometimes do bad stuff that will all be under control when louis comes back. i am so sexauly fustrated. omg i cant even tell you how bad i want sex from louis. lol but the first thing i am going to do when i see him is give him a big hug for liuke 10mins. anyway i want to write more but me and eric are going to eat now. so i'll write back soon. peace!!!! ps. louis i love you!!!

depression

2005-07-23T19:20:41Z

i miss louis soooo much i wish he could come home early but i didnt want him to leave in the first place. i hope this dosent ruin our relaship i could call him on my cell but i only have 2hrs left and no money to buy a calling card. so i mite have to talk to him every othe day and that sucks major ass mokey balls!!!! lol!!! anyway i am no longer pregant so thats good.my friend joel commited sucide 2 days ago so i am verupset

my week so far

2005-07-07T18:27:20Z

well my week has been ok my birthday was the best i got a skitty card, skitty drawing,n64&games from louis. i got a cell phone, skateboard, lots and lots of money, tickets to splish splash. and for a another present louis took me out for dinner and a movie. the movie was great!! we had a fun day we bought pokemon cards and stuff. and louis got the luke skywalker life-size posterboard. he loves that thing soo much!!! well some bad things happend to i found out that i am pregant and i dont wanna have an abortion, but me and louis cant afford a kid right now and plus i am only 14 and he is only 17. i am having an abortion tomorrow. anyways i'm probly going to an MSI concert with louis on sataurday. than i have to go to gay camp on monday it blows. anyways write bak soon. ciao

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2005-06-30T15:56:47Z

*About Me*
Name	samantha marie sugden
Nickname	sammie, good charlotte freak, loser
Birthday	July 3 1991
Age	13 almost 14
Height	5'5
Hair Color	brown
Eye Color	blue
*Have You Ever*
Fallen for your besfriend	lots of times
Kissed someone who was just your friend	soo many times
Been rejected	yes
Been in love	yes
Used someone	mabey
Cheated on someone	no
Been cheated on	yes I HATE YOU JOHN
Done something you regret	to many to count
*Do you ...*
Color your hair	yes
Have tattos	no
If so how many	no
Have any peircings	yes
If so how many	1
Have a bf/gf	yes i love you louis
Like thunderstorms	hell yes
Ever get off the damn computer	yes
*Have you/Do you have...*
Considered a life of crime	yes
Considered being a hooker	nope mabey for louis
Coneidered being a pimp	no
Split personalities	yes
Obsessions	LOUIS, GOOD CHARLOTTE, PIZZA, DDR
Panic	no
Anxiety	yes
Depression/Considered suicid	use to but still have depression when i am not with louis
*Right now..*
Current clothes	pink good charlotte shirt, black pants with a studed belt
Current mood	confused
Current hair	down
Current music	GOOD CHARLOTTE
Current annoyance	bot beging with louis
Current perfume/cologne	brintey spears
Current thing you should be doing	sleeping
Current crush	louis of course
*Favorite*
Drink	pepsi
Color	black
Candy	baby bottle pop
Tv Show	family guy, southpark, wildboys, viva la bam
Movie	the nightmare b4 x-mas
Place	italy
Person to talk to	louis or steve
*Do your perfer..*
McDonalds or Burger King	none i am a vegatrian
Marry the Perfect Lover or the perfect friend	both
Root Beer or Dr Pepper	none
Sunshine or Rain	rain
Spring or Fall	fall
Winter or Summer	summer
Vanilla or Chocolate	depends
Snowboarding or Sking	none skateboarding
Lights on or Off	off
*Are you...*
Understanding	sometimes
Open Minded	yes
Bad Tempered	god yes
Happy	yes
Attractive	nope
Bored Easily	nope
Sad	sometimes
Unique	yes very
What do you like in a Girl/ Boy	must like good charlotte
Eyes	blue
Hair color	multi colors
Long or short hair	both
Hieght	taller than me
Body Type	a litty chubby
Personality	nice
*Random*
How would you describe yourself	very genrous, nice, mean, funny
Do you have any Pets?	yes
Have any syblings?	yse
What do you want to be when you grow up?	sinnger
Do you wanna get married and have kids?	yes
What is your best physical Trait?	my friends say my eyes
What is the best thing about your personality?	i am funny
What words do you overuse	i love you
Whats the most annoying thing about you	everything
End this survey with a quote	i love good charlotte
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well how my life is going soo far

2005-06-22T22:10:32Z

well i can say life is good and some bad. my mom is having another baby amd she's getting married again. so i am pretty confused right now i dont know how i feel. i dont live with my mom, i hate living with my grandma, i dont see my bros. and sis. at all beacuse well its a long story, i fight all the time with my grandma, a bad ting happend to me about 3 years ago, my dads a crack head ahhhh i have so many problems. well at least i have louis. i love himm sooo much.he is so nice, caring, loving, hot,sexy, everthing i want in a guy. i also have Good Charlotte. i love them sooo much.they are all sooo hott. anyway i cant wait to see louis again i miss him soo much and i feel so bad beacuse he has to put up with me beging annoying and crying everyday. i love himmm welll thats all for now